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    June 27

    疯言疯语

    最近还是很迷惑
    其实照龟龟说的,给自己设定一个要变快乐的日期,本来很快就要到了
    7月3号,就是我定好的日期,从那天起我是要放下所有的不快,开开心心的开始新生活
    但是忽然发现,每当自己想要忘记过去,放下郁闷,总会有更多的新的‘过去’跳出来提醒你
    所以,生活成了个死循环,永远执行着+1操作
    仿佛生怕你忘记了伤心的感觉,或者真如那本书里写的,我的身体需要营造伤心的情绪
    我也不知道了,迷惑了
    是我总觉得我的人生是一个模式,总是在追求那些不会属于我的东西
    但那些东西之所以吸引我,是因为永远不可能属于我,还是别的,我已经很难区分了
    所以我的结局就是总是得不到我想要的
    反反复复,就像个魔咒
    很希望自己能象个理性的人类一样生活,不要再象个疯子似的就依靠一些虚无缥缈的感觉
    不知道说这些干吗~我确实很无聊,确实很茫然,确实很无奈,也不想散播负面情绪
     
    PS:肚子真的很饿,原来我是喜欢自虐的~

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    wrote:
    雯雯,这段我也在思考这些东西,有时候要学会与命运和解,你手上的也许就是最好的,好好珍惜
    June 30
    rainie zh.wrote:
    呵呵,每次Reita讲的都是很温暖的呀。但确实每次有这种很感性的时刻的时候,没办法能想的很清楚。只能等这个情绪过去之后再调适自己了......
    人确实是很感性的,再sign~
    June 28
    晴 reitawrote:
    最想要的总是得不到的东西,好像没人会说想要已经有的东西吧,so take it easy,要知道你已经追求到不少你曾经想要属于你的东西了呦,不信你回忆看看^^
    只是现在正走在“总是在追求那些不会属于我的东西”的路上呢,每个人都是这样滴呦~
    如果还是很难放下,也很难再进一步,就别勉强自己啦,看看是否还有其他什么重要的东西可以填塞生活哈,比如再学一门外语!学游泳,学摄影,学吉他,学拉丁舞,hoho~~总之,对生活微笑才能改变生活哈~鼓励雯雯,同时鼓励我自己!!
    ps:为啥要设在7月3号?我还在琢磨,难道你在遥远的成都也知道五月天那天会来上海开演唱会嘛,hoho,我可是期待的不行啦!!
    June 28
    Leon Xiaowrote:
    “但那些东西之所以吸引我,是因为永远不可能属于我”——很有共鸣的一句话……人总是感性的,sign。
    June 27

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